Flame of Wrath

2007-08-01T13:48:00.000+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=3724&l=eec37&id=500904495

If you <3 Gourmet Food, you'd love this.

Check out pictures from 3D2N Selangor/KL (feat. Vince, Phang & Sara)

2007-07-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

One Night at Xenbar!

what's left of benny after
"working" for the big G

Edwin:) My aikido buddy

salsas better than mour

Sweethearts...how cute :)

Bliss.

2007-07-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

Smashed by Kailin's birthday cake many weeks ago at dorothy's apartment ... thanks wesley for letting me feel cake in my ears.

2007-07-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

if only i could heal all the broken people in the world.

2007-07-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

Definitely the most awesome boyfriend in the audience ever!

*Click on pics to magnify*

xD So sweet for Noelle to come watch as well ...

Orchid Country Club

Dancesport Competition

i lost my Cert that night.

CRAP!

*More photos i've yet to claim from other cams!*

2007-06-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

I dont NEED. I WANT.

And that keeps me alive.

So Wisen up.

2007-06-21T12:47:00.000+08:00

Dish of the month! Teriyaki Cheese Steak

Simple Delights -- Peppered Fried Rice

Chilling at Sentosa:) Nice windy weather :)

with Vince, Marie, Elle, Benny, Elvin, Sangpang, Sara, Wj, Jervis & 2 boys who's name i 4got (wish i had more pics :D)

4th Kyu Grading Down!

2007-06-12T12:33:00.000+08:00

You're the best one of the best ones.

Cause you look so silly <3

2007-06-11T12:42:00.000+08:00

Try losing a cube of flesh. You'll appreciate what an important part of the body the big toe is. No dancing, no aikido training, no gym, no running in that nice stadium 300m away from the new home you just moved in. Its a week more to holiday classes. Now that's pure deprivation.

Aikido grading is 6 days away & mr. big toe ain't getting better.

On a lighter side,

SENTOSA IN JUNE PART II this wkend :)

2007-06-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

Because its worth bruises and blisters
Jaded

Moving day's in 10 hours time :)

2007-06-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

One Day Escapade to JB with Members & Friends of Aikido Club!

Presenting Couples of the Day!

Melvin & Keng!

Our Local Guides: Doro & BoiBoi

Ms. Photographer & Vince

Augustine - acting solo & lonely

Our 10 Dish Seafood Fiesta !

We love extra cereal with crayfish!

2007-05-26T12:16:00.000+08:00

Summer Term 3A Ends !!!

Who said Finance is all facts & figures!

Chr & i in New York Chinatown

(-.-") urm... sam said it was a dinosaur egg.

Post Summer Term Weekend schedule of hyper-active debster

* Friday: noon - Jump for Joy! Finance 101 is over!
Thai Xpress with Dody & Chr
pm - Aikido at HQ

* Saturday: am- Aikido at HQ
noon - doing my first post in eons
pm - JB trip with Aikido peeps :)

* Sunday: am- sleep in!
noon - sentosa gathering with Marie & everyone i have neglected since exams
pm - Caderas training tml & i haven't practiced x(

2007-05-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

A Lot Like Love ...

One Saturday afternoon at KTV Party World!

How fun is a triple scoop VENEZIA Ice Cream?

Why fight the friday crowd, when you can create thai cuisine at home !!

2007-05-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

The Past couple of weeks have been nothing but

Finance 101 & Food !!!

I'm so fortunate HE can cook ...

Ingredients: White Mushrooms, White Mushroom Cheese Sauce, Pasta, Garlic, Sausage, Tomatoes, Olive Oil

Ingredients: Bagette, Tomatoes, Olives, Blue Cheese, Fried Onions, Ham

So i decided to come up with creations of my own ...

Ingredients: Turkey Ham, Forcaccia Bread, Baby Tomatoes, Olive Oil, Cranberries JAM!, Fried Egg

... i proudly let Vince's Mummy try my sandwich creation (without the JAM! of course...)

i hope Charles & Marie get well soon ... the Flu bug is BACK !!!

2007-04-30T01:44:00.000+08:00

@ Pepperlunch

2007-04-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

B+B+A+B+B+

Sweet.

2007-04-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

Someday,
But not this way.

2007-04-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

How to spend your last Free Day b4 Summer term !

Here goes...

Enjoy the Sunshine!

Go! Cycling at East Coast

Wet weather plan: Enjoy New Zealand ice cream!

Go Fish! ( This dude cause 4 of these huge fishes in 3D2N!)

Learn that Fishes have feelings....

Fish 1 to the rescue to Fish 2, who's trapped !!!

Get a couple Bike!

Kiss the Boys!

2007-04-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to spend my last Holi(DAY) at Beach Outing with that new HOT Escape Artist who created this!!

3 Precious days of holiday burnt
at Caderas Dance Camp ...
It was a HIT !!!
(can't wait to get all wacky photos from caderas friends)

On a Saturday Night, was seriously too shagged to do anything else... Had exco meeting-cum-dinner with dearest Aikido friends ... x) i missed them sooo!!!

2007-04-16T11:38:00.000+08:00

Watched ...

Feels ...

In the next 5 min ...

Off to meet Kristine dearest who's leaving Spore the whole summer for lunch :)

2007-04-14T15:15:00.000+08:00

"fighting all the demons will take time."

Things to squeeze in my 4 month summer break:
- catch up on sleep. S-L-E-E-P
- cuddle & snuggle a little bit more
- call up old friends x))
- Freedom Writers & Wild Hogs!
- Sketch, Sketch, Sketch
- Sentosa & Coasta Sands
- All of the above; in 1 week b4 Summer Term
- Multi-Dojo
- Brown Belt Grading
- Get a little further driving test(s)... -.-" sick of it.
- 30th June Dance Competition & training
- Spiderman III

2007-04-10T20:04:00.001+08:00

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

2007-04-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

Summarising the month of March ...

A team's symbol of success.

LTB Project Team x))) gonna miss ya in summer!

Project Perfecto.

Human Traffic light: Bash,Ms Emo & Debs!

Whoever drew this did a fantastic job :)

Aikido 4th Exco. Presenting the Crazy Bunch!
(no pics from our seafood escapade :(

3 more days to End of Final exams & summer break.... !!!!

2007-03-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

Void.

I hope you'd dance again;
Back where it started from.
I hope you'd smile again;
Just like that tangerine photoframe.

4 more wks to change the tide...

2007-03-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

Mugging at Cineleisure...

The Mad Rush begins.

5 More weeks to change the tide.

2007-03-04T00:16:00.001+08:00

Fly me away on Angel's Broken Wings
Promise me we shall never ever land.

2007-02-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

EveryOne @ Siloso Beach

Us @ Sakae Sushi Sentosa

2007-02-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

All I knowIs everything is not as it's soldbut the more I grow the less I knowAnd I have lived so many livesThough I'm not oldAnd the more I see, the less I growThe fewer the seeds the more I sowThen I see you standing thereWanting more from meAnd all I can do is tryAll of the moments that alreadypassed
We'll try to go back and make them lastAll of the things we want each other to beWe never will be

Asleep for too long.So Long.

2007-02-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

Listen.Emo.
Please don't put your life
in the hands of a Rock n Roll Band ....
you'd throw it all away....
......................................................................

5 Guys A Girl & A Pubbing Place :):)

210207@thebutterfactory

Credits:

Brudder Charles for getting us in w/o cover charge & making all the arrangements !!!

Yuanyuan & Yangyang -- Major consumers of Asahi & Cranberry Vodka !!!

Edwin :: For feeling the sexiest with his bay watch pose !

Chr getting too carried away with the drinking games X)

Darling Vincent :: who saved my jaw from dropping out ...

That's all folks :)

2007-02-15T17:43:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day...

Was Invented by Greeting Card Companies.

That's why i know you're my

Everyday Valantine :)

i made him Miss Universe Thailand X)

Meet Frosty!
The Hand made, microwave-baked penguin...

An Artist without a brush
Can't paint upon a canvas
Without you here
There is no colour
... a colourless landscape.

My Favourite Picture :)

More Than Words ...

2007-02-14T13:36:00.000+08:00

2007-02-13T01:15:00.000+08:00

Soy tuyo/a por la eternidad

2007-02-10T17:00:00.002+08:00

How do you spend your
ONE FREE day

(when you've finally had one...
And you're not leaving Campus till afterdark
In the many days to come ??? )

Visit Singapore ZOO !!

Contented.

2007-02-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

So after being MIA for almost
2 weeks ...
Here's some updates...

Latin Fest was a BIG HIT !!!

... people i've been working

X-tremely

Hard with for

the past weeks ...

Zhi Hon & i

Ladies !!??

Edmond & i

She's cute as her toy-teddy earings X)

He looks soooo happy :P

Ain't she the sweetest thing?

Jerry & i

Ladies of Cha-cha !!

... and many more hot babes & Hunks (pls contribute photos if you have X))

3 Projects down... and i can barely feel the relief off my shoulders

Countless MPAs to go...time to concentrate on midterms.

And not forgetting my DEARest;

who waited patiently after the

late nights at school

who didn't complain when

Dates had to be cancelled

so many Donkey times...

2007-01-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Friday Night at Fisherman's Village Pasir Ris X)

FourSkin T-Shirt Design

Competition

Latin Festival LBR Rehearsals

Assignments Due.

Project work in the making.

Presentations to be done.

7 day week.

Marshal Arts week is finally over X)

got acquainted with a few cool people & learnt basic Muai Thai =X

Perfect Uke. Perfect Nage. Perfect Shot.
(Edwin & Audrey)

Photographer: Marcus :)

2007-01-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

Marie's 2oth...
Thursday to Saturday... 3 days of morning classes in a roll is NO Joke !!! And it was A Saturday! Once all projects come into FULL FORCE...i'm bound to work on 7 days a WEEK! *screams* !!!

Saturday (after 11:37am <- M.A class ends)
Was
A perfect day for rest... away from all the hustle.
" the Last Dance"
MARIE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY
Dearest Elle & Marie,Hope you guys like the presents :)
Ms Ang's Church Wedding

Not forgetting Friday Night's ...
Pan's Labyrinth
Salsa at fruijch
And the Perfect Ending to Saturday Night.*_*
......

if i could change it all
to take away all the Sadness
in your eyes.
take away everything this world
has Made you.
she can fix you. Won't you let her ?

Mad House

Scene

for

Ophelia

January Babies-
Elle
Karen
Marie
Gayethri
Younger Bro
Younger Sis ......-_-"

2007-01-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger... I hope so.

" Take me back
Where we started from
Where i could
Believe we could still fly
Away on Angel's broken wings. "

2007-01-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

I can't seem to come clean.

New puffy comfy Pillow =)

new week ... borrowed time.

2007-01-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

Glad to be back in SCHOOL X)

i miss my friends.

i miss school.

i miss you.

Thanks to Suming & Charles for belated Xmas-Birthday presents :)
it's nice to know they were both from hundreds of miles away...

...
... To Laugh in the face of danger.

" You've had the best of me,
Now take the rest of me..."

2007-01-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

Aug 2006; when things were as simple as "Friends" ...
Edited by Vince

Broke the rules with
Borat!

Interesting Quotes of the day
(thanks to my friends)

i says to dear o Chr " Every dog has its day..."
Chr says "...Until some china men eats him"

Eddy figured he has some stuff he's unhappy about
So we're having dinner before aikido class on thursday to discuss it.

He calls it
"Whine & Dine."

2007-01-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

I started 2007 on a healthy note ... jogging with my kendo friend JG...

While the REST of you were either pigging in bed or suffering from MAJOR Hangovers from your countdown parties XDXD !!

Oh... and HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY 2 KELVIN.L !!!

2006-12-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

Awaiting pics from Aikido Eating Escapade 3: Alaturka Turkish Restaurant ...
Food was fantastic!

What happens in between Christmas & New Year's Eve ?!

I can do Aikido & Dance again !!! Whoopie!!! (with an ankle guard of course).
DN2...*worships*!

Bro got HIGH on X'mas EVE...

Christmas Dinner at Kent Ridge GH Stamford.

Sometimes i wonder if you'd Always have my Back?

But i thank God you're Alive.

Pics from Sam's 21st Birthday Party 22/12/06

Sam's SMU friends...

The Creators of Sam!

Ooh Cake!

Counting down the days before the new year of 2007 arrives. Any new year resolution ? Neh. Never believed in any. Perhaps i feel that when you think you've got something that has to be resloved, why wait till the new year?

Gan Bai to 2007 ...

2006-12-27T01:33:00.000+08:00

Rejoice that they can't break a broken Heart
Lament that you had no place from the Start
Remebering so vividly everything you've Said
We long for the day their debts are due to be Paid.

~The Other Side~

2006-12-24T14:39:00.000+08:00

And Im a black rainbow
And Im an ape of god
I got a face thats made for violence upon
Im a teen distortion
Survived abortion
A rebel from the waist down

I wanna thank you mom
I wanna thank you dad
For bringing this fucking world
To a bitter end
I never really hated a one true god
But the God of the people I hated

You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You say you want a revolution, man
And I say that youre full of shit

Were disposable teens
Were disposable teens
Were disposable teens
Were disposable
Were disposable teens
Were disposable teens
Were disposable teens
Were disposable

You said you wanted evolution
The ape was a great big hit
You say you want a revolution, man
I say that youre full of shit

The more that you fear us
The bigger we get
The more that you fear us
The bigger we get
And dont be surprised, dont be surprised
Dont be surprised when we destroy all of it

( it's christmas eve...whoopie* i'm polishing up the lyrics/sketches worth posting. But i am in desperate need of inspiration. Overdose of sleep doesn't help. )

2006-12-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

Happy 21th Birthday Sam :)
Yet to upload photos ...

Got a little emo while trying to fall asleep last night. But i guess what was installed today cleared up the Grey. Spend the morning doing last minute christmas cards praying it would reach in time, the afternoon with Vince & the evening at Sam's 21th birthday Party. Vince just came back from Indo last night & is flying to HK tmr -_-" Busy man. Thanks for the tarts & X'mas present :):) My little cousins are coming over this weekend for stay over so its time to spend some quality time with them.

I dare not give you my future
I cannot reverse the past
But i can promise that at present
I could take your hand & you'd never land.

2006-12-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

2006-12-19T02:44:00.000+08:00

CHECK OUT MY LINK " Her Shopping Blog"...
http://www.looveforshopping.blogspot.com/
its actually my sister's shopping blog. But i'm helping to promote in anyway since i helped out a little...

Did i mentioned a sprained ankle? Thanks to my carelessness on Sunday's Aikido 5th Kyu Grading. :( Debsterz's kinda down right now cause' of a recurring old injury. Now i can't dance salsa, train for latin ballrm competition or train aikido for the next few wks. The Sensei even suggested i quit aikido. Hell No!

To the one who's lost my respect:
And i can't help laughing eveytime you sing the same old tune. You sing it so bad & you don't even know it. I generally don't look down on people. But somehow you've achieved the role of being an exception. Congrats.

2006-12-18T18:53:00.000+08:00

Updates on Debster's life:

I had one of the best buffet high tea/brunch at Raffles Hotel Billard Bar ....
Feast your eyes :)

My 20th Birthday Party was A BLAST!

Number of VIP turnouts: 37
F&B : A

Time to enjoy the food & people: Barely

(below) Birthday Boy & Girl (Edward & i) Squashing Mazs.

And i'm happily attached to the "biggest fool" in the world :)

2006-12-16T02:03:00.000+08:00

Some Snap shots of all the wonderful presents my friends got my on my 20th. I love it i love it i love it!!! Each & every one....i swear !!! :)

PRESENTS BY VINCENT :)

AWARD FOR "MS PERSONALITY" PRESENT:
NINJA SWORD(ABOVE) & DIOR DANCE SHOE NECKLACE =)

AWARD FOR EARLIEST PRESENT(07/12/06)

Best Smelling & Christmas-sie Present:
Christmas Scented Candle by Sam&Candice

AND FINALLY....AWARD FOR 'MOST EFFORT' PRESENT...
The Big Black Book! With a priceless combination of the extend a man in love would go & his effort to objectify some of the impt friendships i've built up over the years/mths...

2006-12-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

Unleashing the Scandals of Bangkok... 06/12 ~ 09/12

2006-12-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

The best weekend since school exams...

Sunday:

Vince & i made Debster's fried rice for lunch at his place. Vince doesn't know how to use a rice cooker or cook rice LOL !!!! it was fun scaring him that steam wasn't suppose to come out of a rice cooker * evil laughs*

(ingredients=bacon,cheese sausage,rice,eggs,baby chilli plus pepper & bacon bits)

We were off to fetch Pam & meet Jeff for the VCH concert. Parking was a nightmare -.-" Concert was alright; Loved the precussions Assembly & violin/guitar combination....but overall forgettable. Dined at Sushi Tei Vivo City; what could have made the evening better than the company of dearest cousin Pam, bulliable Darlin Vincent & Jeff who's as handsome as my Bro ?? :)

Answer: HELEN THE BABY FOX!

Kiss me :)

Saturday:

The first saturday i could wake up without worrying about uni projects/work. 1pm. The perfect time with Afternoon sun & humidity.Mour attempted to do some packing after lunching out with the family. Nothing much was fulfilled since Akido at WCCC was at 4pm with wesley & Was going straight to Elvin's BD party afterwards. X) from West coast to Serangoon/YCK! testing my poor sense of direction X)

For pictures & dedications, refer to:

http://beauty-past-perfect.blogspot.com/
http://elvin19birthday.blogspot.com/

Met a few cool people (in-hse vocalist musicians& magicians)& caught up with some old friends at the party.Managed to coax some people that i wasn't Singaporean.
Amanda did wushu !! .... And Elvin got high...Again.
Thanks Elle for Organsing :) & Hope Elvin liked the white T:)

The day ended best with "impromtu" supper in the Car with Vince, apart from fear of cheeky night monkeys from bukit timah nature reserve invading our privacy.

2006-12-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

Watched Happy Feet with the Dudes; Vincent & Jeff

DO you wanna guess what COMBO has a "k" & "h" mutually inclusive ?? *blushes*

2006-11-28T02:29:00.000+08:00

The usual routine this study week:

Wake up uber late, study in school with my friends, sneak in gym if i could, parents will fetch me & my sibling (rascals who have long finished their sec sch exams)& dinner in town, study at home till late afterwards....

Had really Good Steam boat earlier with my family & Grandparents at Golden mile. For some reason we found those shops offering arranged marriage services f-ing hilarious. You have photos of young vietnamese & china brides together with some old chekopeks pasted from the inside. Interesting way of advertising. I couldn't help but take a few name cards from places like "FOREVER LOVE" for the joke of it.

Would love to post it up but then again, i'd better not -.-"

2006-11-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

" Words from the heartstrings. Burn the soul-less lives or Brighten the innocent lives."
Extract from some poem from secandory school. Interesting.

lyrics - cancer

2006-11-25T15:39:00.000+08:00

Thks so much Yih Huat for downloading the Original Silent letters for me :)
Can some IT savy dude teach me how to put music on my blog??

*-.-"*
SILENT LETTERS

yubisaki ni wa mou todokanai
haruka na yozora e
kirameku hoshi o hodoite
hanashiteageyou

Stay with me nemuri ni tsuku made
yasashii te o hanasanaide
maigo ni natta osanai toki no you dane

kyou mado o aketara
kisetsu no ashioto kiita yo
aa kimi no shigusa ya egao ga
... boku no subete sa

Stay with me doushitara ii?
yasashii me ga togiresou
maigo ni natta osanai toki no you dane

... I have been thinking about you

Dear my Love tooi unabara mo
watatteku yo kono ude de
arashi no hi mo nido to mou osore wa shinai
Are you feeling namima ni miageta
hoshi no uzu ga kirei dayo
maigo ni natta osanai toki no you dane
... sayonara wa

" Nolstagia to sing on a rainy saturday afternoon by the window pane..."

2006-11-25T01:49:00.000+08:00

A One Year Old sketch.
How time flies.
How timeless its significance remains singing inside.

2006-11-22T10:32:00.000+08:00

She Makes 'Studious' Look Good ;)

Back in school to Chiong for FA & Stats. Why does both weakest subjects have to fall on the same exam date X(.

Off to gym.

Lotsa birthday parties to look forward to after the exams in DEC...WEEEEE~!

" An Artist without a brush
Can't paint upon a canvas
Without you here
There is no colour
A colourless landscape

In shallow sleep... i dreamt i was seeing you.
Yes How i remembered brimming with tenderness. "
~HYDE~

2006-11-21T02:43:00.000+08:00

" A moment frozen in time
In Crimson Darkness
Is there need for such peaceful Serenity?...

....All you hear is the surface.
Can you hear the cracking skies?
Knowing it’s not my place, I keep my silent letters.
Sayonara wa."

Extract from Silent Letters 21/11/06 Sometime near 3am.

CT - G15 got A + for Creative thinking Class project!!! Woot~!!
Bet the CEO,General Mngr & Creative Director (yours truly) couldn't be more proud :)

2006-11-19T15:58:00.000+08:00

To know your smile & understand
Makes the World seem better all over again
Yet that's not enough on stand-alone
I want to do the same for you as you are
Without seeming like everyone else.

Poem i wrote in my dream last night.
" To close your eyes & watch it all dissolve around you. Will you still be?"
Till 2pm Sunday.

2006-11-19T02:36:00.000+08:00

FA & BGS Report DONE!CT - in the making!
Spend the whole of week 13 doing reports & meeting datelines & presantation. ABsolutely no studying done. ALl projects & Average of 4 hours of sleep a day. You think you had worst? perhaps. You're probably an SMU kid, like i.Studied stats & had CT Art installation on a freakin' saturday.You've in school for a 6 day wk/20 hrs a day when your lecturer dad only has 4 day wk/5-8hrs a day. WTH!

i'm too tired to bitch about it.Let's be ZEN ya.

Comic relief:
1) Loved the Zombie Concept on BLURT! that david picked up on the way to one of the FA mtgs

2) i'm playing mervyn's hossan leong MTV every other day to destress.F-ing funny.
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43025356/

3) i've such a POWER FA team. Overnight transformed a million plus page black&white report into a neat 30 page high class design report. =)))

4) i love my BGS group too. I meet them and for some reason all my headaches go away. I Swear. Record: meeting till 1230am. i know its nothing to some SMUians but still...someing to school at 8am the next day is no joke.history repeats.

5) CHacha came into my life at 1215am thursday from locker 464 basement ;)

6) Dinner at GIRAFFE & Labyrithe Pool
Something to look forward to after an entire week of bloodsuckers.

On the other side,
Shoot yourself & i'll watch.

2006-11-15T12:48:00.000+08:00

Will you ever be of significance?
People survive. People succeed. But can you AS A PERSON be of significance?

2006-11-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

Moral of the story:

(1) always check the picture of the GSR before you book them.

Damn i'm stuck in another GSR with lotsa blindspots. Why does this always happen to be when i intend to study alone X( next time i'm getting someone else with better luck to book. HArd to concentrate with the atmosphere that alot of scandalous stuff have happened in this rm b4.lolx.

(2) never attempt to cook on a school day(& with mum ard)

I realised cooking a bowl of tomyam soup aint easy. Going from sch to the driving centre to the supermart to home to school wasn't a big deal. Surprisingly i wasn't such a mess in the kitchen.

it was fun getting my long finger nails all fishy -.-"" from picking & peeling prawns. somehow Caught my bro's attention so he pealed 3 =P shesh. the fun of peeling 3 prawns & he peels it like cutting a piece of steak X).

Everything was in order for once. And my cooking tasted normal.hahahaa....yeah. Problem was making a bowl of tomyam soup involves cleaning up the tables & kitchen floors....argh. imagine mopping when you're already late for school X( Mum believes in cleaning up our own 'mess'. i swear i was neat this time!!!

i failed my FTT.WTF!

Why do i keep playing these songs....feeling nolstagic. Sounds like you singing what you wished could be.

QUOTES OF THE DAY :

THE SKY AIN'T DARK, ITS JUST CLOUDY. IT'LL CLEAR OFF ONE DAY WITH RAINBOWS =) - GOLDEN-MONKEY-WHO-WANTS-TO-TURN-GORILLA

WHY THE HELL WOULD ***** WANNA PULL MY FEATHER - I SAID THIS THKS TO YAOWEN WITH KINKY** SENSING SOMETHING SICK IN THIS QUOTE -.-"

i have the wierdest friends but you guys seriously make me smile =)

** Kinky is someone's name by the way.

2006-11-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

Major klutz & poor bag-packer =P

As usual i've overloaded myself with bags & barely managed from the gym to friend's locker to the library. And damn, got caught by the security guard and got barred from bringing food into the library. X( no time for a proper lunch cause i'm rushing BGS & FA reports. Thats Sad la!!....All that and my bags were slipping off me X(

Thk God Dody came to my rescue. Thks dear for carrying my stuff & accompanying me till i finished my makan which was deemed illegal in the library. We're working on our FA project now...Gotta run :)

25.25 Black Jeans & Stupid blushes!

If petting you to sleep every night and feeding you beef & gravy with a mini spoon, which got me rushing my assignments after that everyday will let you live, its worth it. =)

2006-11-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

Dear God, please let kitty live. =(

On the other side,
Fly away on angel's broken wings.
Again we remind ourselves.

Welcome to the masquerade.

By walking alone,
You'd soar the darkest skies
Unbounded by human weakness.
By walking alone,
When all superficial reason leaves you
You've nothing to fall back on.
You'd fall,insignificant.
pfft. i'd rather fall to this death.

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2006-11-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

2006-11-09T14:31:00.000+08:00

How can you be worth it when you haven't paid your due for all the things you've done. You've living on borrowed time love.

2006-11-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

Get out of my head. I'd rather be me than me be you. You're bad medicine.

2006-11-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

If it ain't spending my hours doing BGS, its going home to sleep & leaving home again for school to rush BGS =) Imaginary Jamming, Singing & crapping really loads off alot of stress among my BGS mates =P

Somewhere.Everywhere? You feel like you're in control. The Master of your world.
Yet at times you can feel so powerless .... If i could only fade against the screen of the world. With the image of you framed in eternity, in time.

She's a little too good for me.

2006-11-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

The Spinning Song: "Dearest Love" - HYDE

"I should have been there.It wouldn't have made a difference but at least i'd know you are real. I cannot feel what i cannot touch. The image of you is fading. i don't want to lose you again. I hate the dawn...the sun seems to burn you to ashes...i'm in nothingness."

2006-11-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

Question of the wk: who's the faggot who stole my dance shoes!!!???

Thursday was Stats;AS;BGS mtg;AKIDO;Supper at Mt Faber =P

Friday was FA Quiz; BGS mtg; Really late dinner at PS; SALSA Night =P

When humans are still in search & learning, their ignorance is debatable.
The Moment you think you're sure of the reality, you're certified ignorant.

On the Other Side,
Somewhat jaded. Sing me your lulluby when i cross over.

2006-11-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

Do or die or don't at all...

Concrete angel.

2006-11-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

99% of my hallowwweeeeeen goodies got whacked by my dearest BGS team that are working superb hard to make our major presentation a success. Another sleepless week i suppose.

On the other side,
I feel i'm on the verge of snapping.
Your ignorance makes me sick.
This liability is making me ache.

2006-10-29T02:42:00.000+08:00

He still thinks he's in la-la land. Go ahead! Fly high! Someday (as history repeats) you'd be falling down hard & nasty on the ground. For **beep** what confidence?! How do you expect me to respect you when you've the intellegence of Retard! Grow up. FOr once!

*Bottled thoughts exploded*

All's cool.

Packed week ahead
- FA QUiz
- AS IA due
- CT IA due next week
- BGS MAjor Project due next week
- SIA due.

Looking forward to salsa night this coming friday again =)

Happy halloweeeeeen! TRICK oR tREat!!!

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2006-10-29T02:40:00.000+08:00

2006-10-25T10:12:00.000+08:00

ART @ April 2005

Its tempting when so many people around me are getting married/engaged/attached.
I mean SO MANY. But i stand my ground.
Garasu Dama.I'm safe here.

I can't wait to Salsa with Marie,Vincent,Sam & Gang in the later evening ;)
DeathNote.

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2006-10-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

2006-10-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

bryan adams lyrics

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2006-10-23T02:21:00.000+08:00

LOVED JOEL'S BIRTHDAY PARTY : Minimum Procedures,Maximum Company.
Whoever brought the camera, please send me the pics.

On the other side...

Player or Part of the Game?
It's Sad!

-Hyde-sama-

Its not that Good guys don't exist,
They just don't give second looks to the fallen.

2006-10-22T02:09:00.000+08:00

Girl you're so going down the wrong track!

Marmelade Masquarade.

2006-10-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

2006-10-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

Priority for week 9: AS assignments, FA project presentation & BGS Midterm Exams,Getting sleep, Donating Blood, CT.

A Smile like Gin's.

And i will run to you...only in dreams.

2006-10-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

haha...i'm so tempted to post up my "obese" photograph. Was flipping through some junk when i found a photo taken few years ago. It reminds me of how people can change so rapidly. Its amazing how someone with no identity can grow into ME. Thank you GOd. You've made me a woman of strength.

I've found beauty in myself but i'm sure there's more beyond. Its an external/futuristic issue. Dear God, what's your plan ?? cause to be honest, i feel a little lost at the moment. Only you know why. Why do you keep giving & taking from me? Why do you always create a situation where i have to fight harder for the same entity than the average person? what's your plan?

" Dearest Love, if you want him back, always say you're fine.
Dearest loVe, if you want her back, please make up your mind."

2006-10-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

Bryan Adams.

2006-10-12T12:30:00.000+08:00

To be released from this Prison,
Only to be let into the Wild
Free within a bigger Prison.
Bring...let...Take me back.

When this island is doom to fall
Will you soar the darkest skies & fly
Or will you lie to yourself
And watch it all dissolve around you ...

2006-10-12T01:39:00.000+08:00

FERRY TO BATAM

G3 BGS BATAM FIELD TRIP 2006

IN THE COACH

KING"S FOOTWEAR FACTORY

AND THATS JUST 1% OF WHAT WE HAD INSTALLED FOR US ;) STAY TUNED.

2006-10-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

Paint the night with colour.

Bye Peeps, i'm off to batam! =))

Recess week's packed

monday & tuessay - batam
wednesday - BGS maj.proj./buying dance shoes with Sam/readings for FA
thursday - FA project/Stats revision/akido/movie with Marc
friday - Stats/AS Readings/LB Training/date at Kbox
saturday - AS assignments/ SENTOSA OUTING!!!!VIVO CITY!!!
Sunday - last min prep for projects / BGS readings

Sorry not taking in anymore leisure programs.

2006-10-06T10:24:00.000+08:00

Goodness half the population i know in smu 1st Year is mugging for statistic. X)
Sometimes its amazing to see how humans can be so forward about aiding each other in times of adversity. Haha... think humans as in SMU students and aid as in sharing of GSRs(shelter) & notes from various professors (life essentials).

Dad's overseas, my entire family other than myself is ill X( History repeats. Exactly a year ago in late sept, there was a viral flu outbreak within the household. Am i next?I'm guilty enough not spending enough time at home. Dear God, i cannot do this on my own. So much to care for, so little time.

yesterday
05/10
smu gym. lunch with joel. mug stats. stats consultation. AS lecture. mug abit more stats. akido with kelly sensei . supper with akido mates (pretty envious about missing the akido m'asia seafood trip). stealing Wes's cap. forgetting to return it. returning home to find more people ill. prayed.snuggled to sleep with yaya.

2006-10-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

To love without condition,
To talk without intention,
To give without reason.

I've much to learn
Sometimes i need you to keep my feet on the ground.

2006-10-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

i've made alot of bad decisions today.
Given the monster i know that you are,
It makes me ashamed to have you within.
Dear God please bring me back to sanity.

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2006-10-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

2006-10-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

Once i saw myself as untouchable /inferior
As compared to you all
Now that all of you are mere flesh & blood
This motivates your fall.

Destruct.

2006-09-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

i'm a little too late.
i'm a little too hopeful.
Time to join the masqurade again.

FA was easier than expected but made alot of silly mistakes. Floorball was ultra FUN with Vincent & zhiwei but too bad we didn't get into semi-s. At least i wouldn't be obliged to tell someone my secret. Dance class was a bummer cause i only catched the last 10 min ( hope to do better next week). Time to focus on STATS assignments & BGS projects.

2006-09-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

If you were able to forget the man you thought you loved exactly 370 days ago & make a last minute comeback in the A levels, i'm sure you can do the SAME right now with the REAL ONE in mind .

"Every step i have taken, is to get closer to you."

While i've been the creator & breaker of those new entities,
The high price has gotta be worth it since you know you'd go all the way.
But will there be that ' pot of gold' at the end of the rainbow ??
Time is formless. Waiting is nothing as compared to what's been done.

2006-09-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

~ To Sniff & Snigger at my Dirty Little Secret~

To chase or not to chase??
When i'm ready, i'm going full force.

It was fun stealing Wes's milk tea after i was tricked by him into drinking douglas's.
-__-""

MIAMI VICE!
With Vincent who's uber cool black jacket i hogged home from the chilly cinema. =))

i swear to all of you out there. There's nothing going on between us.

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2006-09-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

The Fun side of BGS Project meetings!
30 min b4 "forbidden city" last friday.

2006-09-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

When your baby picture, is all i hold...

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world.

2006-09-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

Akido Chalet was fantastic!!!
Weee~~!!! Seafood BBQ,Downtown East,!Vodka,S.S DVDs -___-"",Alot of crapping & laugh-your-ass off conversations,Guitar on song X))) ( i can't wait for the photos & video clips) & My wonderful akido mates :)

Last Friday,Watched Forbidden City with Kelvin.Love the play:D

Till then...

Its week6
-floorball tournament
-jive
-gym
-alot of assignments due
-project(s) meeting prep to do
-FA Quiz

On the other side,

Haydn
I've something to be sorry for;For not stabilising my personal life (then)b4 pulling you into it.If i was sure, i'd gladly give you that 100%.Thats what i feel towards you.But i guess i can't be so insensitive.I can't expect you to wait forever.

For Fuck you got it all wrong! Ask Gaia for God's sake; why is it everytime i feel you've got it alright, you write something that screws it up.

If this is how you want me to see you.your 'new' identity.
So be it. i think its fucked-up but i've no right.i couldn't give ENOUGH to have that right.

i surrender.

2006-09-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

Till this much ...
Its all i can ever be
For i have no legitimacy
To interfere or break free.

"Yea you'd bleed just to know you're alive..."

Your words cut like slicing thread.
Insensitive.INvisible.Un bearable.

My heart's feeling a little heavy now.
i need to slp over it.

2006-09-20T15:01:00.000+08:00

I forgot to visualise your face
I forgot to look into your eyes
I forgot to open my heart. Damn!
I forget everything i get stage-fright
*runs and hides*

Screwed up & laughing it off.

2006-09-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

The World is full of surprises.
God works in sophisticated ways like
We are ants trying to understand the internet.

I'm taking tiny steps.
Someday i'm gonna make it THERE.
For now, Humility, Compassion & Determination
Is going to get me by.Till i find You.